So last P-day we were all finished with the day and just got
back to our apartment. There was a note on the door from our neighbor
G**** that asked if we would come over and talk. We knocked on his door
and he invited us in. He told us that earlier that day he was working on
some work on his porch and someone was honking their horn obnoxiously...
he went out to see who it was and ask if they would stop. Turns out it
was the Spanish missionaries... they were waiting for some other missionaries
and kept honking their horn. G**** asked them if they would stop and the
Elders gave him some sass that wasn't necessary. Well, a little bit about
G****.. he his a very humble Vietnam vet who has some serious PTSD. He
snapped at them and told them how disrespectful they were and told them they
weren't missionaries in his eyes. I'm sure that hit pretty deep inside
those missionaries. The interesting part is they were the same missionaries who
gave him a ride to the hospital when he thought he was having a heart
attack. So, it is so important that we treat others with love and
kindness ALWAYS.. Not just once or twice but show genuine love to everyone and
that's what you will get in return!
Well, it was about to be 9:30 so we asked if he would
come over to our apartment and stand outside the door while we stood in our
apartment so we wouldn't be breaking any rules haha. We continued talking
and he shared some of the traumatic experiences he was a part of in
Vietnam. He also shared the event that occurred before he joined the
marines that happened between him and his brother. We have really become
close to him and built this friendship which is why he was so open. It
was obvious that he has been holding in a ton of guilt and hate. His
brother that he had the conflict with is a Mormon with 10 kids and is loved by
everyone... G**** has tried to have kids for his whole life and doesn't have a
single one. He told us he thinks it is because Heavenly Father is
punishing him for what he did in Vietnam. He has a huge hatred for his brother
because he says that people don't know what he is really like. G**** has
been holding in all that hate and anger for over 35 years. I felt so
inspired to share Alma 7:11-12 with him. I expressed my deepest feelings
of love for him and for the Savior. I didn't know what I was saying but
the Holy Ghost was just filling my mouth with words that I know G**** needed
to hear. The spirit was pulsing through me and I could see it doing the
same thing to G****. I asked him to talk with Heavenly
Father to gain the strength to help him forgive his brother and
more importantly himself. The past is the past. We Do NOT need to
suffer or punish ourselves for mistakes. The Savior willingly "took"
that pain for us. I don't know how deep G****'s scars are... but they
can and will be filled if he turns to the right source.
"He his ready to forgive, he is plenteous and
mercy unto all who call on him" -from a sweet song Tanner sent me.
Another Highlight of the week... it was Zone Conference and
you aren't gonna believe who came and spoke to us! Elder and Sister
Schwitzer from the Quorum of the Seventy and the Butler West Stake! IT WAS
AWESOME! I went up during a break and talked with Sister Schwitzer for 5 or
so minutes. As soon as I said I was "Steve Crandall's
son" the biggest smile came on her face and of course the first
thing she said was.... I can tell... You look just like him! Oh if I only had a
penny for every time I have heard that in my life! haha It is such a
privilege to be known as Steve's son! We had a great talk and I found out
that Elder Schwitzer is in charge of the Health of missionaries over the whole
world! So he was the one who was making all the plans to get us out of Sierra
Leone! She said that the ebola wasn't the scary thing when we were
getting pulled out... it was the government... which is totally true! I
talked with President Schwitzer for a little bit as well and he is just
incredible. Happiness just radiates off of him! He asked me how I'm
adjusting and really cared about how I am doing. He said he knew I was in
Sierra Leone but didn't know where I had gone.... well... I came straight to
him I guess haha!
Anyways, he gave a beautiful instruction on
Repentance. He really put it into a clear perspective. I learned by
the spirit because I have studied repentance a lot in my life... yet I learned
sooooo much talking about the exact same thing! I love Daily repentance
more than I love Lake Powell... and for those who don't know me that is quitttteeee
a bit! haha He also talked about finding and how it is a mindset rather than an
activity! If we really have the desire to save souls.. then we will talk
to everyone... if we are looking at it like "well we have 2 hours... I
guess we can go knock some doors to let the time pass" then we don't have
a missionary mindset. I am praying to improve my state of mind and I can
feel it working! I want to be the Latter Day Ammon!
So my whole life I have heard... Africa is where
missionaries get baptisms... if you aren't in Africa... then don't plan on
getting very many! Well, that is Bogus!.... there are people prepared
everywhere! I definitely saw success in Africa... But I am seeing just as
much success in California. We had an amazing Sunday yesterday... We had
8 investigators at church not including 2 others who we haven't made
investigators yet! BOOM! That is what I am talkin about!! We
quadrupled from last week to this week! We will definitely be having some
baptisms in the month of October! I love the investigators we are
teaching. I have felt the spirit so strongly with all of them and I know
they can do it! I love being a missionary more than anything! I
have never seen sooo much real happiness in my life! California is the
new Africa!
Thanks for all the love and support!
Shout out to my mom and dad! 27 years of marriage and
eternity more to come! Thanks for bringing me into our family! Love ya!
Elder Call dad Corny
p.s loved the pizza benders
Cody, I'm glad you have such a great ward in your mission. You are right not to be afraid to ask members to go on lessons with you. Especially the retired members like myself. When we get new missionaries at our ward, I let them know right away that I would be happy to help them. They know right away that they are always welcome to stop at my house if they need a break or some water or just a place to get out of the heat for a few minutes. I get to go with them at least 4 or 5 times a month and it has been such a great blessing for me. If you need a member to go on a lesson, check the high priest group first. :)
ReplyDeleteI love reading your blog because I can see how much you enjoy sharing the gospel with people. Our thoughts and prayers are with you on your mission and with your family as they await your return.
Jerry Ray and Jeanette Crandall