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Monday, October 27, 2014
Elder Crandall is tired but really good.
We had a tougher past week. Seems as though there is a
sick bug traveling the nation because I wasn't feeling too hot for a couple
days... then my companion wasn't... then my zone leader... well pretty much
everyone in my district except the sisters have been sick this week.
I was on exchange with the Zone Leaders when I was sick...
and I did my best to push through it but boy is it hard to be motivated and
excited to talk to people when you feel like crap. None the less, we had
some pretty amazing lessons together in which the Spirit took over and we were
able to be bold enough to keep a family on tract for being baptized this
Saturday and a Father started on a road of repentance. Then... the next
day I was able to go to 5 hours of church... without my companion. My
comp stayed up all night not feeling well so I went with another Elder to
church... and while we were at church... one of the Zone Leaders... not the one
I exchanged with was feeling sick... so I finished church for him and he went
home and did another exchange with my companion and slept all day. So
therefore... I was substitute zone leader for the day... or at least that is
the position I gave myself haha! I was still wiped out from being sick
myself... but it was fun to be with Elder Matheny (the zone leader I just had
an exchange with).
Also, some other crazy stuff happened in my
district. I am now in a Tripanionship covering 2 full areas. An
Elder in my district went home last night which was really tough and hard...
but it will be for the best. Since I was substitute zone leader for the
day too... we had to drive him up to Tehachapi which definitely wiped us out
even more. Missions are something that cannot be done without the
spirit. I could not make it through a single day as a missionary without
the guidance, protection, and comfort that he brings. I hope you feel the
same way about wherever you are at in your life. God is giving us help...
just make sure you don't put your back to him. Know which way you face.
I learned a lesson from my zone leader while I was with
him. We are God's tools... and if we are a broken tool (completely
exhausted, without the Spirit, angry, etc.) then we are just as useless as a
tool that sits on the shelf unused. We need to work hard... but we
shouldn't break ourselves while we work. This is definitely a lesson
I need to learn. I hate wasting time... and therefore I hate giving
myself a break... but I am going to reevaluate in prayer and see what I can do
better to let myself rest without wasting time so I never feel like a broken
tool. I'm sure my companion will appreciate this as well hahaha.
Missionary work is a fun, uplifting, happy... if it
doesn't feel that way... then there is probably something that needs to change.
I love being a missionary. I love helping others. I love being one
of God's tools and I hope He uses me often. (go easy and don't break me
though;))
Shout out to my mom and to Aunt Lou! Thank you so much
for the packages! My companion and I are practically diving into candy every
chance we get!
Elder Crandall the pan handler
Monday, October 20, 2014
B. A. L. H's Baptism!
We had another incredible week with so much going on!
We had interviews with our mission president this week. He is such an
awesome leader. He is completely different than my last mission president
but is awesome in his own way. I would trust both of them with
anything. I am really enjoying being a District leader because I love to
help someone when they are going through a hard time. Being a missionary
is not easy... but my word... it is WORTH IT!
God is real... Satan is too.... We know who will win in the end... so who's side do you want to be on?
B***'s baptism was really great. She is much more
quiet than her sister, but has a fun personality. She asked me if I would
give a talk on the Holy Ghost... and if I would do the Missionary Minute which
is were missionaries share the restoration. I was a little nervous
because I didn't just want to wing it. I wanted to make my talk sincere
and heartfelt. I ended up sharing about how the Holy Ghost is our
comforter and I shared the story of how I felt reassured that S**** and I*** (From Sierra Leone)
were taken care of through teaching and baptizing both her and T***.
I was pretty emotional just because I love the people in Africa so much and I
know they are in serious need. The spirit was really strong though and
that was the first time I had shared with either of them that they were an
answer to MY prayer. Before we had even met them they wanted to switch
missionaries so that they could have sisters teach them... but they were in our
area so the sisters had to pass them to us. They told me that the first
time they met us they knew and felt that they were suppose to be taught by
us rather than anyone else. It was really special to be a part of their
conversion. There are no Coincidences with God and I know he had this
planned from the very beginning.
(Just an FYI, Cody found out this morning that a family from Sierra Leone who was recently baptized has been impacted by the Ebola Virus. The mother passed away 2 weeks ago, the father on Saturday and the baby yesterday. There are still 5 children in the family who now are without parents. Cody loves the people there very much and this impacts him more than it does us because he knows these people who are all living there with this threat).
So Tuesday, while my companion was filling out some teaching
records... I was randomly flipping through the area book when I stopped on a
former that had been taught by missionaries 2+ years ago. I had a strong
feeling to write that specific name down and the address. We have over
100 formers and I only wrote that one name down. We were out doing our
thing that day when the thought came to me to go and visit that house right
now. So we drove over and found out that the address led us to a trailer
park. So we wandered around looking for Lot number 29. We had made
it all the way around the whole trailer park and it seemed as though nothing
existed after like 26. We kept wandering and finally found lot 29... The
whole time I was thinking to myself.... they taught this lady... C***
J***.... so long ago and this is a trailer park so there is nooo way she could
still be here. we could hear the Television on inside the trailer so we
yelled out Knock Knock. We were just about to leave when a hand flew out
the screen door and a man with a handle bar mustache came out. I thought
he was gonna yell at us. He asked what we wanted and we told him we were
wondering if C*** J*** still lived there. His response was a little muffled
and he said "I wish.... she died this last December....She was my wife of
15 years." After saying this we could tell he was pretty
tender. He said that she had died because doctors told her she needed to
stop smoking or her lungs were going to give out and she wouldn't stop.
He asked us if we wanted to go inside and see her ashes and the little shrine
he had put up to remember her. We went in his trailer... surprisingly...
it was completely spotless. He had an entire shelf in his bedroom dedicated
to her. He obviously hasn't been able to let her go in the least
degree. As he talked about her he began to cry quite a bit. He
showed us a pillow that he found after she had died that he had never seen
before that said "Angels are among us" and he took that as a sign
from her that she was still around. I shared a brief message about the
plan of salvation and I testified with all my strength that I knew he would see
her again. All three of us stood in the trailer together and pretty much
wept. It was so sad to me to see how a lack of gospel knowledge left this
man hopeless of ever seeing his wife again. We asked if we could come
back and share more and he told us that he wanted us to come by and be his
friend... but he needed a little more time before he wouldn't be mad at
God. As we were leaving he told us that while we had been there he was
able to feel her presence. I could feel it too. As we walked away
we could hear him bawling inside his trailer.
Please.... Please don't take this gospel for granted.
The knowledge that we carry with us is life changing. So many people live
in this world with out hope or faith of a next life. We must live in a
way that when we pass we are capable of receiving all of our Heavenly Fathers
eternal blessings.
The next incident is also pretty cool. We were out
street contacting and tracting in a neighborhood we just barely
discovered. Within the first half hour we had already taught the
restoration to the first person we met, placed 2 books of Mormon with return
appointments and gotten rejected by a Jehovah's Witness through a side window!
haha So we felt like we were on fire with missionary work! We decided to
swing down onto another street and see what was happening there. There
was a guy on the other side of the street smoking a cig and I kept having the
feeling to talk to him... but he for sure looked like the kind of guy were you
say hi and they freak out and start swearing at you so I walked by.... but I
had the same feeling again. Just then he yelled to us and asked if we
would come over. He asked us if we had ever experienced anything with
demons and if we thought they were real. We told him that satan is
definitely real. He shared an experience he had a month ago when he saw
this girl he was with pretty much get tossed around by some sort of Dark
presence. He said it scared him so bad that he hasn't been able to feel
safe in his house. He said ever since then he is a full believer in Jesus
Christ. I asked him if he wanted us to give him a blessing of comfort and
he agreed. We went into his house and I kid you not... there was a
repeating thumping sound that we had no clue were it was coming from. He
took us to his room and got a chair to sit on. He told us that this was
the room that the experience had happened to him and I could feel it because of
the erryiness that accompanied it! I gave him one of the most interesting
blessings I have ever given. My mind was blank as I spoke but words were
just flying out. I prayed that any evil spirts and dark presences would
leave this man and the house. When the blessing was over... both Elder Harper
and I noticed that the thumping had stopped and the feeling in the room
was completely different. We then chatted for a little bit and I
found out he use to be way into snowmobiling so I shared with him how boss my
mom is at snowmobiling. The feeling when we left and when we arrived were
like night and day. It was pretty intense. We also gave him a book
of Mormon and he said that 2 minutes before he saw us he was talking to his ex
wife.... who is a Mormon... and she told him he needed to go get a bible! Well,
I love being the answer to someone's prayer!!
God is real... Satan is too.... We know who will win in the end... so who's side do you want to be on?
I love following the promptings of the spirit and seeing
miracles come from it. I have never turned to my father in heaven for so
many things. He cares about the details of our lives... so make sure to
include him with everything you do!
Love you tons!!
Elder vandal the Crandall!
Monday, October 13, 2014
T's Baptism
I hate starting these dang emails.
T***'s baptism was awesome. I have yet to have a
baptism run smoothly. It made me feel like I was back in Salone waiting
for a water truck to come for over 2 hours and then just doing it at another
church instead. We called our bishop right when it was starting and
helped him to remember that he was suppose to preside... so we sang some hymn's
while we waited. The water was low in the font... another commonality
with fonts in Salone... and so she had to be baptized a couple times... the
awesome thing is.... The spirit was still present and it was a great experience
for everyone that came. When do things ever run smoothly..?? Being
on a mission is constant plan making and plan canceling... we must learn to
adjust whether it be wait 20 minutes for the bishop or change missions.... when
the storm settles everything will be ok!
One of our investigators named J*** is an ex gang
leader. We have taught him for the past month or so... but missionaries
have been talking with him for about 4 months. We have been helping him
overcome cigarettes... but the whole time I had a feeling like this guy has a
past... and I know it is a little much for 19 year old missionaries to help him
overcome. We set up a interview with our mission president so he could
get some things off his chest and repent fully and completely. As hard as
it was for him and as hard as it will be to wait for at least a year to be
baptized... He has some seriously strong faith. We will continue to meet
with him and help him stay active so that one day when he has done what it
takes to be baptized... he will receive the sweet remission of his sins.
Repenting takes time. I admire anyone who faces their problems head on
and will do anything to be right in front of God. R***... J***'s
son.. wanted to be baptized with his dad... but now that he knows it will take
his dad a while he wants to continue on his own path toward the waters of
baptism.
We had to drop 5 investigators with a baptismal dates this
week. It was really hard, but our president has been talking about the
urgency of missionary work and how the Lord has people who are prepared and
ready... we just need to find them. It is good to teach investigators for
some time... but their comes a point were if their desire isn't there... you
must move on. I was really bummed cause I love having a lot of people to
teach... So our goal was to keep our teaching pool about the same size.
We found 6 solid investigators this week and 4 of them came to church! I
was amazed at how quickly Heavenly Father answered our prayer and how serious
he is about the urgency of missionary work. These are the last
days. We need to be ready and those who won't act on the answers they
receive need time to realize that the Gospel is the only way to find Happiness
in this life and in the life to come!
I have loved teaching with conference talks this past
week. The apostles can get the message across much better than we
can. There is such a powerful spirit when they testify. Prophets
and apostles are real. I am so grateful to have them in my life. We
don't have to walk alone on this journey. We are so lucky to have family,
friends, and inspired messengers from God. I can't believe I didn't take
advantage of conference talks before my mission.
B***'s baptism is this Saturday... Pray for her that she
will pass her baptismal interview!
I bore my testimony in church this week. I used to be
so afraid of public speaking and doing things in front of large groups!
My heart was still pumping like crazy while I was up there... but I spoke
straight from my heart and talked about the blessings of missionary work.
I love testifying. I know what I know... and no one can change that or
make me doubt that. I also had to sing a duet in priesthood because no
one knew the tune of the song... wasn't pretty... but I did it! haha yay for
overcoming fears! haha (None of the Crandall's are known for their singing voice. I can't even imagine this. Kuddos to Cody for his courage on this one.)
Thanks for all of your prayers! I love and miss you
all!
Shout out to Shane Woolston, you are my hero and I love
you. I have never met a more honest and loyal friend. Thanks for
being such a great example to me!
Love Elder Crandall the Vandal
Monday, October 6, 2014
I'm on a Cloud!!
I have had one of the best weeks of my life. So many
great things have happened. I have such a strong love for the people I am
teaching. There was a talk that I liked... don't remember who it was
by... but it says that when you do missionary work... in a way you are that
persons savior! I want to be the best example I can be to those I am
saving just the way Jesus Christ is the best example for me! Obviously
Jesus Christ is the ultimate savior... but I have had little saviors who have
helped me to become who I am today. My brother has been my savior many
times and because of it we have a bond that is indescribable. I have
developed similar bonds with all of my priesthood leaders growing up. I
shouldn't even start with what my parents have done for me because I doubt an
email could even send a file that big! haha None the less, thank you for
everyone who has been a part of my life. I am eternally grateful for all
of you and I can't wait to share eternity with you!
I am still in my same area but I received Elder Harper from
Ogden Utah. We have not stopped laughing since the minute we were put
together! We have very similar personalities and we connect pretty
well. He is very spiritual and has already connected well with all of our
investigators. This is gonna be a great transfer, I can feel it!
We had a great lesson with T*** Friday night. We took
a talk by Thomas s. Monson and listened to it with her. 4 memebers came
with us... they were all teenagers but they have all grown to love and support
T*** as much as we have. After listening to the talk I had a strong
impression to just turn the lesson into a testimony meeting. It was
awesome. It really helped T*** see that God loves her and He is sending
her people to help her prepare for her baptism!
T*** T*** is going to be baptized this Saturday!
Her baptismal interview is tomorrow and I know she will pass. She is the
type of person missionaries are looking for. She has been prepared
throughout her life and now is just the perfect time. Cool tender
mercy...she was worried about how she would be able to keep the Sabbath day
since she will be playing college ball at san Francisco state. She went
down and met the coach and the team this week and guess what..... The
head coach is a active member who goes to the temple every Wednesday
and doesn't hold practices or workouts on sundays! T*** called me that
night after she found out and was so stoked because she knew this was an answer
to her prayers! Her sister B*** will be getting baptized the week
after. They are going to be incredible leaders and examples to the rest
of their family!
Conference=jaw dropping/spirit filling/ people loving/ and
revelation down pouring!
I stayed awake!!! Give it up for Elder Crandall!! WOOT! haha
I was far from tired. Every session I would sit down, glue my eyes and
ears to the speakers and next thing I knew that session would be over in what
felt like 10 minutes! I felt extremely happy and so full of the spirit! I
took 21 pages of notes!! Sounds like I just wrote everything down that they
said.... but what I actually wrote down was whatever thoughts or
impressions came to me as I sat and listened! Heavenly Father Speaks to
his children! I wrote down like 9 specific questions and all of them were
answered in some way... whether they talked on my question... or that I
received personal revelation from Heavenly Father that answered it!
Conference is definitely a little slice of Heaven.
My favorite talks were by Elder Christofferson, Elder
Bednar, Elder Holland, and Elder Nelson.... In reality I should just put every
one of their names down because I loved them all! I wish I had more time
to go into details about everything that hit me but I will just share a couple
of things.
So first off.... I needed to know how my Sierra Leonians are
doing. Not from a statiscal stand point but from a spiritual and physical
standpoint. Elder Holland's talk brought me perfect peace about their welfare.
He never addressed Sierra Leone specifically but while he was talking about
assisting the poor and providing for the needy I knew that even though they
have some pretty intense trials in their life right now... the church and many
others are doing what they can to bring them aid. We are a church of
service and we will not leave anyone behind. When he asked "Are
we not all beggars?" I was basically in tears. It is so true.
We all need divine and sometimes temporal help. So when we have our feet
underneath us... we need to do what we can... and even if our feet are out from
under us... doing what we can WILL restore us back on solid ground.
Also while in the shower today I was thinking about Sierra
Leone and about my investigators I** and S**.... I realized the biggest
tender mercy I think I have ever felt. God sent me to T*** and B*** so
I could "finish" the progress I had started with I** and S**... I
left I** and S** at about the same place we picked T*** and B*** up at!
So this whole time... I have been finishing what I started. I know
someone else finished what was started in Sierra Leone for those 2 and I'm glad
I could be a part of it in a way while serving in Bakersfield. God has an
awesome way of working his magic! haha
Elder Christofferson's talk was quite fruitful... whatever
that means haha. I loved it. We all want mercy... but there are
conditions to receive it. When we repent we open the door to obtain
mercy. We cannot choose our own sins. There are eternal truths that
no matter what your opinion is... they cannot be changed. God will not
make us someone we don't want to be. If you want to go to heaven... then
prove it!
Can you imagine if an investigator listened and took notes
on every session of conference? They would be rushing to the baptismal
font! There is no way you can listen to conference and not feel the
spirit. Now imagine if all those who are less active watched and acted on
how they felt. I want to invite anyone who reads my emails to share your
favorite talk with someone who is not of our faith or is struggling on
their path to figure out their faith! It's your time to be a missionary!
Shout out to Prophet Thomas S. Monson! We love you and
are so grateful for your service! I hope I grow up to be like you!
Elder Crandall the vandal
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